BBYRAMII

I feel like im done with life. Literally. So much hate towards me lately and I honestly dont know why when i do nothing wrong. im tired of it.. i’ve been down for so long that im numb. ima leave this alone for a while. I really need to get away and find a way to be alright.

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So,

I have a private tumblr where I post all my poems and i wanna well, show you guys. if you want the link to my other blog. Ask me and I’ll send you the link.

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I remember

Being six years old and it was always me and my dad alone. Everynight I would anticipate for the short stick in the clock to reach 9 and I would wait by the door for my mom. I couldnt wait to hear keys jingling from the other side of that door. I would always get scared that she would never comeback, that her hug goodbye would be that last hug goodbye. Im thankful for hearing those keys jingle every night, I know it was tough mom. yea..

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Im not alright, someone please talk to me..

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I hate that I get anxiety attacks now. I dont feel normal when I do..

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